Who's taking care of the other crazy person in the house

I have got to get off of this merry go round with B.

I am tired of feeling fucking guilty and responsible for stuff that isn't my shit.

You know me I have always document how I got here. I hate that everyone looks like it is fucking me that has been pushing this. B was missing tons of school last year for puking. I took her to the fucking doctor for that. She mentioned feeling sad and we were off. Anyway, we're at a place where the more that I read about bipolar the more if makes sense including her lack of ability to concentrate which was originally diagnosed as ADD

Angel messages from my cards:
Trust: Move from a place of knowing within you rather than as a result of adaptation to outer experience. Let go of your assumptions and need to control life's creative proccess. 

Expect the unexpected and enjoy it!

Just Let Go

Today as I was driving in, I saw a vanity plate that said GOALS. I'm sure that it was a soccer player at school (it was a university student with a specialty plate), but it felt like it was for me to see. I've come across other  plates that seem to hold a message and have thought that I should write them down. But I never have. We'll see if I keep it up or not.

I do need to let go of all of the little stuff. I think that I need a vanity plate that says JUST LET GO.

I also want to start keeping track of when random songs pop in my head at times that make me think that it is  my subconscious giving me a message as well. Today it was "Nothing you can do that can't be done. Nothing you can say that can't be sung. It's easy. All you need is love." Don't know if those are the exact words of the song but it is what went through my head.