I have got to get off of this merry go round with B.
I am tired of feeling fucking guilty and responsible for stuff that isn't my shit.
You know me I have always document how I got here. I hate that everyone looks like it is fucking me that has been pushing this. B was missing tons of school last year for puking. I took her to the fucking doctor for that. She mentioned feeling sad and we were off. Anyway, we're at a place where the more that I read about bipolar the more if makes sense including her lack of ability to concentrate which was originally diagnosed as ADD
Angel messages from my cards:
Trust: Move from a place of knowing within you rather than as a result of adaptation to outer experience. Let go of your assumptions and need to control life's creative proccess.
Expect the unexpected and enjoy it!
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