Intention Dr appointment 11/26

The second to last appointment that I went to at dr. m's she warned me of boundaries with the whole b situation. Boy do I need to remember that. I really don't want to deal with all of the stuff that B brings. I'd really like to just live my life and not have to worry about what she is doing or not doing. I am so close to just saying do what the hell that you want to do.
I frett and look, it really is just one of those things that I need to let go of. I need to just follow what we want on the contract and then we'll all be meeting expectations. When I say look, I mean check on her room to see what it is found.
God is good and may the angels be with me today to let these things follow through and happen.
here are my prayers for the rest of the day.
1. I get in and out early with dr. W/CRC
2. I get more pain meds
3. I get to Divya's and E is in a good mood
4. there is a parking spot for me at the student lot
5. JD goes home early or calls in sick today
6. I get the project thing completed.

intention peace

PEACE

intention money

we have enough money to be debt free
i got a promotion

Mad Pride

Mad Pride: mental illness liberation
sethhfarber.com
awakeninthedream.com

connecting with survivor

wow, i am watching survivor, and it is weird that I am connecting with Lisa on survivor. It is weird that i normally view myself as an outsider. i connect with people like Dexter who is a serial killer and you can't be more of an outsider than that. but now I see where this child star has always been performing and thinking about what people think about her. her looks and her actions. She said that even before she was performing that she always felt like she had to be the good girl. I was like wow....even pretty people, someone that I've looked up too since I was a kid...sort of attracted to before I realized what that meant....it's weird that she has the same types of issues that I feel.

My boss is a fucking asshole

So my boss continues to be a bitch. She is just so full of herself. I hate that she thinks she knows everything & is never wrong. I hope she goes home early today. Of course I wish that everyday.