Sunday, August 25, 2013

Living with psychos

I've learned that I have some very sick people throughout my life. And I've learned that some of them are psychopaths or sociopaths. I hear that the difference between them are pretty vague.
Anyway my godchild has some showing symptoms of this and yet even now she is with a ... @ the very least verbally... abusive young man
My boss is definitely some kind of psychopath. I think she had a mental break when she was four and her parents left her @ home alone when her mom went to give with to her sister. Imagine trying to figure out your self worth when your parent leave you alone for a couple of days and to top it off return with l another child that you have to share their love and attention with.
It turned her into a fucking ice queen. My grandpa molested me @ the same age. It caused me to have clinical depression
So l internalize everything and my boss has no feelings for anyone.
I read this blog written by a psychologist, Katherine Ramsland, that studies and writes about serial killers. She interviewed a guy who had also written books about the subject and he said something that I found interesting as someone who has to live and deal with people who display psychopothy but aren't serial killers
"It is not easy being a psychopath or, for that matter, even a self-aware marginal sociopath. Blame is always directed outward and the inward view is one of being someone who is put upon and persecuted and pressured."
http://m.psychologytoday.com/blog/shadow-boxing/201307/remote-view-serial-killer

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