Things that l know but need to remember or re-learn.

l was just thinking about all of the BS that I Went through with TM related to his bullying tactics and then I remembered that l need to stay on point with people. Things would have been a lot better if I had just brought it back to the point of the contract and why that is important rather than allowing myself to be distracted by TM's bullshit about budget.
I hate when people push my buttons and I react emotionally.

Secret Daily Teachings

From The Secret Daily Teachings

No person or power in the outside world can compare to the power you have within you. Seek the power within, as it knows the perfect way for you.

signs--wheelchairs and cards

well yesterday I found out that I am not getting the job with ticketing center. overall I really didn't want it because it looked like it would be busy and that they would watch me too much. I like to have autonomy as much as possible.

I need to get out of the where I am for a couple of reasons. First, I want a job that has more security. My salary is paid out of funds that are supported by revenue collected rather than the state funds like most of the college jobs and I hate that they could decide to make it go away at any time. I also am not sure if there is enough cash balances to cover the deficit in the primary account as the enrollment goes down so I don't want to be here when the house of cards falls in on itself.

I was given the message to watch for signs so if I see something unusual multiple times then I will go ahead and write it down. I don't always know what it means but I have been seeing men in wheel chairs around the campus. It was just the one day and I haven't seen people pushing themselves in wheel chairs by their arms prior to the other day.

Then today when I asked my angel cards if I would be ok with things financially since it didn't work out yesterday. I got a card that talked about getting out with family and friends. I said I just need to know that I'll be ok, and clicked on another one and it said to just enjoy myself and get outside. I was getting frustrated and shook my fist and said come on angels just tell me yes or no will I be ok. This time the card said "Stop worrying--things will work out for the best."

I had to laugh. If you know the angels they are filled with light and love and they love to laugh so I know that I am on the right track spiritually.

Why?

I know that my complaints are so small and petty in the grand scheme of things. It's laughable in a way that l sit here with my smart phone that can read my writing and my Godchild is sitting in Indiana with ---what with what---I don't know.
We humans are so selfish and small. Jesus said why talk about the splinter in your brothers eye when you have a plank in your own.
Is it small to be sad about a job that I didn't really want. Is it wrong to go back to wishing every fucking day that my boss would just go home sick. l really don't want to work. l really don't want to have this last surgery. It feels like I am Coming to the end of the movie.
Like I should just make sure that my affairs are in order so that things if aren't a pain in the ass for Divya.
God help me it just seems so pointless.
Angels l will ask for 2 things. first,please make the drive home which includes picking up chlorine easy'
Second please show me what I am supposed to be living for.

Work Angels

l really need to get motivated and do some work. The truth is that my boss is kind of off on her own journey. She's a bit off as of late. I don't know if she is losing it, distracted, working her own devious plan to get the hell out or if she is shutting me out because she doesn't trust me (since she knows l interviewed and that I tried to get a promotion) or is she out to get rid of we or just biding her time until I find something else and leave
I have to turn that over to God and the angels. Please be with me and protect me.
Angels,please work with me to find a better working environment and to make enough money to pay all of our bills and have extra money.
please be with BB, B and C to help them to be strong and do what is right but be healthy and successful
May God bless us all.

Angels @ the doctors.

Please dear angels let me get back and seen quickly. Let the doctor just need to talk to me and not needing to examine me.
Angels please let my blood pressure be low.

Been angels please at it work to have the surgery on 11/22 or 12/5.
Let me find an Einsteins on the way home

In Jesus name l pray

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Sen Graham Warns of Nuke Strike After Missing Warheads Report

Senator warns South Carolina is nuclear bomb target following Infowars report on black ops nuke transfer

Alex Jones & Anthony Gucciardi
Infowars.com
September 5, 2013

Senator Lindsay Graham has warned South Carolinians about the threat of a ‘terrorist nuclear attack’ on the same day that our exclusive high level military intel revealed to us that nuclear warheads were being shipped to South Carolina from a major Texas airforce base under an ‘off the record’ black ops transfer.

Found in the CBS report entitled ‘Graham: Nukes In Hands Of Terrorists Could Result In Bomb Coming To Charleston Harbor’, the report details Graham’s warning that a lack of military action in Syria could result in a nuclear ‘bombing’ in Charleston, South Carolina — the very destination of the black ops nuclear transfer. The CBS report reads:

“He [Graham] says if there is no U.S. response [to Syria], Iran will not believe America’s resolve to block Iran from developing nuclear weapons. Graham also says those nuclear weapons in the hands of terrorists could result in a bomb coming to Charleston Harbor.”

Graham is quite literally saying that if we do not launch a war with Syria, South Carolina may be nuked. And this ultimately reeks of yet another false flag being orchestrated by the United States government in order to send us into war, or at the very least a threat. Except this time, we’re talking about nuclear weapons. Amazingly, we were the first to get intel on this from our credible and extremely high level military source, who told us the following:

“Dyess is beginning to move out nuclear war heads today. I got a tap from DERMO earlier. He said it was the first time they have been even acknowledged since being put there in the 80′s. No signature was required for transfer… There was no directive. He said that Dyess Commander was on site to give authority to release. No one knew where they were going really, but the truck driver said to take them to South Carolina and another pick up will take them from there.”

This was sent to us before the Graham report came out warning about the nuclear attack on South Carolina, and coincides exactly with what Graham is saying. I am deeply concerned by these findings, and ask everyone to spread the word on this information immediately. Whether or not Graham is receiving intel from higher ups and believes in a legitimate terror attack on the horizon is unknown, but the reality here is that we have intelligence that has linked the unsigned transfer of nuclear warheads to this exact location.

Here is the video report we did on Tuesday regarding the missing nuclear warheads:

Now, we need answers.

The entire event is eerily similar to the unsigned nuke transfer that is now known as the ’2007 United States Air Force nuclear weapons incident’, in which nuclear warheads went ‘missing’ from Minot Air Force Base and Barksdale Air Force Base back in August of 2007. The Minot event, however, was major national news and was even covered by the mainstream media extensively. Disturbingly, however, numerous individuals from the base began dying like flies and committing suicide after the event — and that’s even when it was in the mainstream.

Hopefully, this entire thing will amount to nothing and pass by without any form of ‘terror’ attack. Hopefully the attendee during the speech who told the US News publication that Graham’s speech was ‘absolute fear mongering’ is right. Unfortunately, the military source revealing this information is extremely accurate and is absolutely certain that a black ops nuclear transfer did indeed take place. And what’s more concerning is the fact that we have not heard from the source in quite some time.

We are risking our lives bringing you this report on the high level intel and connecting the dots here to what Lindsay is saying. You won’t hear about this in the mega media unless we force them to cover it, and it’s up to us to get this out there. For the first time, we may be able to utilize this high level intelligence to get answers and stop a potential attack.

This article was posted: Friday, September 6, 2013 at 11:27 am

Senator Warns Of Nuke Strike Amid Missing Nukes

Angel of September is Discernment

Inspirational Message

Use your sharp-sightedness to make clear distinctions and wise choices. Move forward with confidence in your inner compass.

 

Discernment is the recognition of the soul's impulse within our lives. It builds our intuitive ability to act with an awareness of the power that is concealed within the present moment. Discernment requires that we regularly take a personal inventory of our values, beliefs, past actions, present hopes, and future dreams.

 

We live our lives based on what we believe. Our actions are preceded by our beliefs. Our consciousness is reflected back to us. What we look for we will find. So, the question is 'where do our beliefs come from?'. I would guess the overwhelming answer is 'from what others have told us'. We have very few original thoughts that comprise our beliefs. As individuals, we are defined by assumptions that have been formed over generations.

 

But, what if we are more than this? What if we are powerful beings about to awaken from a long night of dreams? What if we are at a tipping point of illumination, on the verge of uncovering the deep knowing of our origin and with it the capacity to bring about global peace? What would it be like to feel our connections to the whole and choose our actions based on this as reality? How would you be different today? How would this realization influence your actions?

 

Our collective challenge and opportunity is to surrender the illusions that keep us cocooned in assumptions and limitations. And, like the caterpillar, dissolve into our imaginal selves and redefine the world envisioning a future that welcomes the butterfly.

 

We hope the Angel of Discernment will illuminate your life this month. May your heart and mind discern and embrace the presence of your soul. 

How Old Are Your Ears? (Hearing Test)

At least someone in congress is asking questions about Syria.

Rep. Alan Grayson on Syria: Congress Should Reject "War Mong..." Part 1

Rep. Alan Grayson on Syria: Congress Should Reject "War Mong..." Part 2

Can You Trust Your Eyes?

Science is cool.

A Career Tarot Reading

Been stressing about things at work but can feel that it is going to change. Looking to get out because my boss is just mean spirited and a hypocrite. From things that she has told us and what we've seen, I truly believe that she might have psychopath or sociopath tendencies.

I love my job but have likely become complacent so I've started actively applying to escape my boss but also to get to a place with more income so that Divya doesn't have to work. I've been working with the angels and getting positive reinforcement but thought that I should check in with the tarot for a view of my career change potential and options. The reading is below:

Ace of Wands In the Health position Hidden health; physical and emotional. Meaning: The Ace of Wands is the most potent and pure form of the masculine element of fire. This card shows the creative fire, or energy, that cannot be contained and now is bursting forth in bloom. The Ace of Wands helps to reveal the creative path or the career path that you are on. Your hard work is turning your ideas into a successful reality. This is an auspicious card if the querent is considering a new job or is up for a promotion at work. The Ace of Wands symbolizes power, new beginnings, a birth, success, a new home, a promotion or a new job, ambition, passion, enthusiasm, and growth. Keywords: Creativity, courage, optimism. Ambition, career and business, positive starts, a birth, transformation, or even a new home. Your hard work is turning ideas into a successful reality. The element of fire. Return to Top

Knight of Wands In the Health position Visible health; physical and emotional. Meaning: When the Knight of Wands comes roaring into your life, he brings change, exciting activity, and exhilaration. This is the card of movement; expect the unexpected. You may find yourself moving to a new job or moving to a new house. An opportunity for travel may present itself. The travel may be for business, as the suit of wands is often related to career and business. This card heralds a time of energy, bold moves, action, and adventure. This court card may also announce that an energetic, fiery, opinionated, and enthusiastic young man with fair hair and pale eyes is about to enter your life, so be on your toes. The Knight of Wands’ challenge is to embrace change, have an adventure, and enjoy the journey. Keywords: Adventure, change, confidence, enthusiasm. Passion. Travel for business. Make a bold move now. Movement. A new job, a new house. Return to Top

Page of Cups In the Attitude position Hidden mental attitude. Meaning: When the Page of Cups splashes into a reading, you are being put on notice that new intuitive talents are about to emerge. Take this time to explore your gifts. Immerse yourself in the exploration of your intuition, empathy, clairvoyance, and other psychic talents. This court card may also symbolize a student just beginning their studies in the magickal arts. Embrace the fun of discovery, and put some joy back into your craft. As with all court cards, the page can represent an actual person. Typically, this will be a youth with blond or brown hair and blue, light hazel, or green eyes. The message of the Page of Cups is to explore your magickal and psychic talents. Don't forget that magick is a joyous thing! Keywords: Imagination. A student beginning magickal or psychic studies, discovering new psychic or magickal talents, embracing hope, and rediscovering the joy of your craft. Return to Top

The Magician In the Attitude position Visible mental attitude. Meaning: When this card appears in a reading, it is a message to tap into your own magick to find the answers you seek. Work in balance with the elements and the powers of nature to create your magick and bring about positive change. Magick is all around you, and it is everywhere in the natural world...the Magician challenges you to seek it out. Connect to this elemental energy and tap into its powers. Be confident and look within as well as without. This particular Major Arcana card is a lesson in the Hermetic Principle of Correspondence, which teaches us that "As above, so below; as within, so without." We do exist on all planes—on the astral/spiritual, the energetic, and the physical. The Magician urges you to choose the most harmonious tools and natural accessories for your magick. Use the laws of correspondence and all of the resources that you have at your disposal wisely. Keywords: As above, so below. Skill, determination, connection, confidence. Strength of will. Working magick with the four elements and the elemental spirits. The Hermetic Principle of Correspondence. Elemental magick and personal power. Return to Top

The Chariot In the Relationships position Hidden relationships. Meaning: This is a card that speaks of hard-won victories. The Chariot card is all about self-confidence, control, motivation, and the determination to succeed. Tap into your own personal power and you will see your goals manifest. Obstacles and blocks will be removed. Work magick for movement and change. When the Chariot comes roaring into a reading, it is a message to combine your magick with mental discipline and tenacity. Power comes from within. Believe in yourself—combine determination, focus, and willpower—and you will succeed. In the Major Arcana, only the Chariot, the High Priestess, and the Star cards have starry skies. These three cards are linked. If the High Priestess appears in a reading with the Chariot, it is a sign that victory can be obtained through wisdom. If the Star appears in a reading with the Chariot, it is a sign that the victory will bring an emotional healing. Keywords: Willpower, ambition, focus, drive. Leadership abilities. Tap into your personal power to see your magick manifest. Overcome adversity and any obstacles in your path. Don’t give up; hang in there! Return to Top

The Hanged Man In the Relationships position Visible relationships. Meaning: When this card appears in a reading, it is a message to look at things from a different viewpoint. Embrace the idea of initiation as a vehicle to newer wisdom and a clearer spiritual path. Let go of the illusion of control, turn things on their heads, and look carefully at the lessons before you. Relax and be patient; this may not be easy, but fighting against the changes in your life only creates more drama. Read the signs carefully, be they tarot cards or runes. Meditate on their lessons as you allow yourself to go through this transitional or initiatory phase calmly and with joy. By doing so, you will uncover the mysteries. Keywords: Initiation, transitional phase of life. Relax and let changes come. New outlook on life, rune magick, gaining a new perspective on a current situation. Return to Top

King of Pentacles In the Career position Hidden career. Meaning: When the King of Pentacles makes an appearance in a reading, know that with hard work and determination, success is on its way. The King of Pentacles represents a man with dark hair and deep brown eyes. He is easygoing, responsible, and, most importantly, a realistic man. An earth-sign man, he is strong, steady, and mature, and enjoys the simple pleasures in life. He is a generous and supportive personality and a loving, loyal spouse. He is a protective father who honestly enjoys his children. This man is successful, practical, and content with his life. He is a skilled craftsman and one who enjoys gardening, landscaping, farming, or woodworking. He is happiest when he is working with the soil or making something with his hands. He has worked hard and has earned his comfort and success. The lesson of the King of Pentacles is that your efforts have manifested into success. Prosperity will be drawn to you. Keywords: An earth-sign man. Determination, hard work, wealth, security, success, responsibility. A skilled craftsman. Protector of the family. A mature individual who is a rock to lean on in tough situations. Return to Top

King of Wands In the Career position Visible career. Meaning: When the King of Wands turns up in a reading, watch for a fair fire-sign man. A business man—a leader, a mover, and a shaker—he is outgoing, direct, charming, and confident. This is the man who can do it all—a "super dad." He has a successful career, coaches his kids’ Little League team, and keeps his marriage vital all at the same time. This man is happiest when he is involved in many activities all at once. He is faithful, dependable, and passionate, and if he gets frustrated or annoyed, he may have to work hard to hold on to his temper. This card also represents creative expression and the championing of another’s ideas and dreams. You may find that an investor or partner for your future venture is much closer than you think, or that you yourself may be the energetic supporter of another. Creativity and artistic talents are at an all-time high. The lesson of the King of Wands is that energy and enthusiasm will help you achieve your artistic and creative goals. Be generous and supportive to the people in your life. Keywords: A fire-sign man. A super dad. A mover and a shaker. A person who is charming, outgoing, energetic, and generous. Mentoring another. Enthusiasm, artistic expression, creativity. Return to Top

The Sun In the Spirit position Hidden spiritual path. Meaning: This is one of the most fortuitous cards in the tarot deck. The Sun is a card of good omens, good luck, achievement, creativity, and breakthroughs. Dance under the light of the sun and work some solar magick. Success is yours; expect happier times, good health, energy, and vitality. Spiritual wholeness has been achieved. You will enjoy good times with dear friends, and magickal events and celebrations are coming your way. Personal power is at its peak. Focus that charisma and see where it takes you. Things are working in your favor, so hang on tight and enjoy the ride! Keywords: Achievement, personal power, good times, happy events. Friendship, vitality, joy, enthusiasm. Fame, growth, success, happiness. Solar magick. The solstices and the equinoxes. Return to Top

Nine of Pentacles - Reversed In the Spirit position Visible spiritual path. Meaning: A lack of spiritual inspiration. Complacency. While you have achieved success, do not take it for granted; keep working and moving forward. Return to Top

Nine of Swords In the Outcome position Outcome of the present path. Meaning: This is the "drama queen" card. When it turns up in a reading, it symbolizes a person who is always having a crisis or causing drama in coven dynamics or social situations. They may be an emotional or psychic vampire, or they themselves could be the willing victim of such an attack. As this is a nine of the suit, it also symbolizes that you are near the end of the problem. Things have reached their peak and should begin to settle down—as long as you do not give way to dramatics. Decide to pick up the sword, to be proactive, and to defend yourself and your personal energies. Furthermore, this card can represent the karmic repercussions of poor judgment or backlash from a manipulative magickal act. I think of this card as a perfect illustration of baneful magick that has returned to its sender times three. Keywords: "Drama queen" card. Psychic or emotional vampire or victim. Baneful magick returned to its sender times three.

Angel Message....Grandma sends her love

As You can see from last night I've been praying to the angels. Today Divya wanted to hang some angel pictures As I looked @ this beautiful tapestry I thought of my Grandma and how much she would have loved that picture I was filled with regret and angst @ how I had been so foolish to not have spent more time with her and now she is gone and l miss her so much
l reached out to the angels and suddenly my heart was flooded with love
l was told to let go of the past and guilt to just love and be filled with love
It felt Amazing!