I know that my complaints are so small and petty in the grand scheme of things. It's laughable in a way that l sit here with my smart phone that can read my writing and my Godchild is sitting in Indiana with ---what with what---I don't know.
We humans are so selfish and small. Jesus said why talk about the splinter in your brothers eye when you have a plank in your own.
Is it small to be sad about a job that I didn't really want. Is it wrong to go back to wishing every fucking day that my boss would just go home sick. l really don't want to work. l really don't want to have this last surgery. It feels like I am Coming to the end of the movie.
Like I should just make sure that my affairs are in order so that things if aren't a pain in the ass for Divya.
God help me it just seems so pointless.
Angels l will ask for 2 things. first,please make the drive home which includes picking up chlorine easy'
Second please show me what I am supposed to be living for.
We humans are so selfish and small. Jesus said why talk about the splinter in your brothers eye when you have a plank in your own.
Is it small to be sad about a job that I didn't really want. Is it wrong to go back to wishing every fucking day that my boss would just go home sick. l really don't want to work. l really don't want to have this last surgery. It feels like I am Coming to the end of the movie.
Like I should just make sure that my affairs are in order so that things if aren't a pain in the ass for Divya.
God help me it just seems so pointless.
Angels l will ask for 2 things. first,please make the drive home which includes picking up chlorine easy'
Second please show me what I am supposed to be living for.
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