god i hate the whiteness of this fucking screen. i wish that there was this black void of nothingness that i could go to. just make time stop and i don't have to be anything to anybody. i don't have to worry all of the time about whether i said or did the right thing. i don't have to be responsible to anyone or anything. just be. just let the nothingness hold me envelope me. maybe then i could breath. maybe then i could just exit and not fee. not question. i wouldn't be right or wrong. i would be great or terrible. i wouldn't be happy or angry. i would just be
dark
invisible
filled with nothing
feeling free
because there would be nothing good or bad
just blankness.
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