Saturday, November 9, 2013

Big Dream to be a writer and Angel Talk

It seems so strange to me that people would potentially read my blog. I mean I totally changed things when I moved over to this blog.
At one point I was keeping four blogs. One was my private "diary," which is what I moved first. Surprising, right? But there it was right next to my other blogs and while I had it locked down to where only I could post or read any posts well all it took was for someone to look within my blogger dashboard to see it there and get curious. It even contained the name "diary" in it so not to hard for Divya or my oldest Godchild to get curious.
So I created a new identity and changed the names. Rather freeing.
And then my other blogs I realized were really for me to... although I've always had an itch to be a writer and have been told by mentors, bosses, friends and family that I should be a writer. I never really trusted myself to finish a project.
Plus time was getting away from me. I ended up not really having enough time to write and just posting other people's stuff.
I had one for the local area and one that included random weird things from the political, to the environment, to the paranormal and even health. The last one I have kept over with my regular log in and keep it very simple. I have a shitty boss. She holds herself to a very different standard than especially me and my coworkers. That one stays there for documentation. I have to hold myself back because even to think about her or start to describe her gets me going and I need to leave that there as my venting place and as my documentation for self preservation.
This is my outlet. And if you are a reader now or someday, then know this: things may seem like they are disjointed because I've combined three blogs. I've changed all the names of my loved ones. Especially for my amazing Divya which is a representation of her name and herself. God I love her.
I took out most of the political stuff because it really doesn't matter whether you are on the left or right anymore. Our government no longer represents or even understands "the people" I also removed most of the old local references from my Florida blog because first, I moved to a different part of the state since I stated that blog. Second one of my greatest loves in Florida is something that might help to identify me or my family so for Florida stuff I plan to include unique experiences and info that surprise and delight me.
So if you come along dear readers, that will explain why it was appear that I am all over the place. I am here to have a place to vent and share.
I will have to come back later to send my letter to the angels. I think that I hear my sweet Divya up.

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